In NEED

For a while I'm lost of words. What am I to say, what am I to write?
Figured it has been a while since I last rant.
Also been a while since I last reflected.
Being here in this platform is nothing but another effort of mine.
To start anew.
I've taken another step that lead me outside my comfort zone.
Overwhelmingly taking away all my days.
Things went out of my hands.
All small little things become another big issue. Another reason to break those rules I set.