Skin Picking

Here again,
I'm skin picking bored
Knowing all that I am to do
I am Bored
Bored choosing of what to start with
Procrastinating.
Boresome brought me to unnecessary thoughts
Depression.
What was once a daily routine
Have now become daily goals
Prayer (salah) that once was on time
Have become touch & go.
Worried,
I blamed my work
Blaming retail hours and customers
Forgetting the fact
I'm weak.
Scared of their impression
Neglecting the One who was my first
Ungrateful brat.
Always
Been given
Thankful is all I am to be
And yet again,
I failed
Ignorant slave.
Our life revolves around Prayers (Solah).
Prayers doesn't revolve around our life.
If there's pillars in front of us,
We don't move it, we go around it.
If the pillars were moved, the building would have fell.
Prayers are to be done within it's timing.
Once they're moved, our pillars fall, so as our faith.
My priority is of Him.
For he's the reason
I'm breathing,
I'm alive.
Forget about them
For they will come.
To those who reminds,
Thank You.
All well written
For your right book shall be filled.
God Bless.