recovery

You came and left
I bid you goodbye
Before you intended to
Refused your hand where
I didn't feel affection from.
A year
To understand
To recover
To forgive myself
To move on.
I blamed myself
For not reaching out
When I was in my zone
Letting myself float away
Drowned in my tears.
I said "let go"
Not to be left
Not to leave you
All I wanted was
Your word of assurance.
Seeing you leave
Without looking back
Not a cry
Not a call
Assured me how much
You wanted to leave.
Goodbye K