I wanted a change
Not because I wanted a better future
Not because I'm drifted by society
Not because of peer pressure
Not because I wanted to show off
Not because I wanted to be different
I'm off for something
They asked me for the purpose
Can't seem to find the right word
Afraid being judged
For all I've ever wanted was to be able to love myself again.
Not expecting to be loved by others
Searching for that love deep in me
That love I've lost
for what seems like years.
Change is hard.
But I thirst for this love.
Love and acceptance.